The Heart

Kaitlin Prest

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Kaitlin Prest blends personal reenactment and Gaza war testimony across serialized documentary seasons.

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The Heart turns personal tape, diary entries, conversation, and performance into cinematic audio stories. Its recent episodes move from country-house reflection and animal care to consent, friendship repair, Palestinian monologues, and the cost of making art.

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About The Heart

The Heart is created, hosted, and narrated by Kaitlin Prest, who frequently appears as a subject within her own episodes rather than staying behind the microphone. The show is produced by Prest's company Mermaid Palace and released through the Radiotopia podcast network. Its most recent run centers on the 'NO' series, in which Prest revisits a specific consent violation involving a longtime friend referred to as Jay, listens back to archival tape of earlier encounters, brings in panelists such as Phoebe Wang, and eventually confronts Jay directly, closing with reflections on bell hooks and restorative justice. Running alongside this is a set of Gaza monologue episodes made in partnership with Ashtar Theater's Gaza Monologues project, built from testimony recorded with Palestinian evacuees, including siblings Ahmed, Hamza, and Tarneem Jabir, describing displacement to Cairo and interrupted medical and dental studies. A separate serialized entry, 'The Shadows,' is a semi-autobiographical audio drama about a long-term relationship, using actors alongside interviews with Prest's own parents. Formats vary episode to episode: some are solo narrated essays, others are structured interviews or multi-person panel conversations, and several use scripted reenactment with actors standing in for real people, with the reenactment disclosed to the listener. Guests tend to be either people directly tied to the personal stories being told — friends, exes, family — or subjects of the documentary strands, such as Palestinian students and theater artists. Episodes commonly close with production credits for Mermaid Palace and Radiotopia and, in the Gaza episodes, appeals to support named individuals through fundraisers. Production leans on layered narration, sound design, and cross-referenced archival audio rather than a straightforward talk format. Listeners drawn to first-person audio documentary about consent, intimate relationships, and war testimony are the core audience.

Made for: Listeners interested in first-person audio documentary on consent and relationships, or on Palestinian war testimony, who are comfortable with frank sexual content and descriptions of wartime violence.

What sets it apart: Unlike interview-driven relationship or advice podcasts, The Heart builds seasons around one ongoing personal story reworked through archival tape and actor reenactment, while running a separate serialized strand of direct-testimony documentary from Gaza evacuees produced with a Palestinian theater company.

In their own words

Since 2014 this longstanding podcast favourite has been creating hard-hitting cinematic stories about love, bodies and all of the things between humans that we don’t know how to name. Creator Kaitlin Prest works with her friends, idols and all kinds of loved ones to bring you into an expansive sonic universe that challenges what we think we know about relationships.

As heard by us

Based on 6 episodes we listened to · September 2026

The Heart uses intimate audio storytelling to make power, consent, care, and survival audible in the grain of lived experience.

The Heart turns recorded conversation, personal narration, and performed monologue into intimate audio work about consent, friendship, power, and survival.

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Why you'd press play

Kaitlin Prest turns the word "no" into a conversation you may need to pause before answering.

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  • intimacy that lets an old friendship argue back instead of polishing the apology
  • first-person accounts that connect private boundaries to inherited expectations and unequal power
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consent and sexual coercionboundary-setting in relationshipsgender and feminist theorygaza war testimonypalestinian displacement and humanitarian documentaryaudio reenactment and archival tapelong-term relationship dynamicsrestorative justice and accountability

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NO: Questions + More QuestionsOct 8, 2025

A searching, careful conversation about consent, blame, and how power teaches people to mishear boundaries.

NO: Questions + More Questions sits with the messy aftermath of the Raul tape, where refusal, desire, blame, and power keep getting tangled in other people's ears.

NO: Answers + UpdatesSep 5, 2025

A raw friendship reckoning gives way to a tender tribute to the people who keep an artist making work.

NO: Answers + Updates drops into a friendship reckoning already in motion. Jay wants to know whether one drunken mistake really deserves years of baggage; the host, nervous but newly unafraid of him, tries to say what she still cannot let go of: she does not remember an apology,…

NO: Inheritance + Reality CheckAug 13, 2025

A raw, precise look at consent, inherited compliance, and the shock of finally being asked what you want.

NO: Inheritance + Reality Check sits with the quiet training that can make refusal feel impolite, risky, or somehow unavailable. Caitlin Prest moves from a raw personal reckoning toward a wider question: whether unwanted sex can be shaped not only by one pushy encounter, but by…

AHMA-NOLOGUE | An Anniversary + A BirthdayOct 15, 2024

A tender audio monologue where coffee, scholarship news, and rehearsal-room fragments turn family care into performance.

An anniversary and a birthday unfold as a small theater of care: coffee made before bureaucratic errands, chocolate croissants brought gently to wake people, voices coaching one another through a performance, and the charged news of a full scholarship in Turkey.

MONOLOGUE#10 | Whatever You Build + Empty CansSep 23, 2024

A raw, intimate episode about Palestinian refuge, institutional hypocrisy, and the work of keeping care alive.

The Heart's MONOLOGUE#10 sits in the charged space between grief, anger, and care. Caitlin Prest frames the episode within a Radiotopia world of artists and makers, but the center is a frank conversation about feminist nonprofits in Lebanon and Jordan, Palestinian refugees, and…

IN THIS MONOLOGUE | A Point in the Sea + Gaza’s DreamsSep 3, 2024

A spare, bruising pairing of Palestinian monologue and Gaza testimony, carried by voice, survival, and unresolved grief.

The Heart pairs a Palestinian monologue from Ashtar Theatre with Ahmed Jabir's account of Gaza after October 7, and the result is stark without feeling overworked.

MONOLOGUE#22 | A Cup of Tea + The Horse of JeninAug 23, 2024

A giant horse statue in Jenin becomes a charged story of public art, pride, grief, and civic memory.

The Heart turns the Horse of Jenin into a work of public art that lives well beyond its materials. Alaysh Hamid recalls a huge statue, built over four weeks with the help of 15 Palestinians, then claimed by the city as freedom, resistance, vitality, and strength made visible.

MONOLOGUE#1 | Electricity Complexes + Keys Around Their NecksAug 15, 2024

A restless, intimate monologue about Palestinian identity, distance, war, and the effort to stay tender while life keeps moving.

The Heart's first monologue follows Ali Dajani, Palestinian Jordanian and newly in motion, through a private geography of voice notes, family memory, Amsterdam plans, Abu Dhabi work, and the politics that keep entering the room.

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Episodes

  1. 1

    Suburban Paradise | Bewilderment and a Bar Called Cassette

    Sep 24, 2026·20m
  2. 2

    Surban Paradise | The Hitchhiking Summer of '09

    Aug 19, 2026·23m
  3. 3

    Suburban Paradise | The Yellow Line, and the Rabbit Hole

    Jul 19, 2026·21m
  4. 4

    Suburban Paradise | Madness, Hell, and the Eternal Fire

    Jun 27, 2026·18m
  5. 5

    Suburban Paradise | Water, Honour, Anger, Grief

    Jun 4, 2026·55m
  6. 6

    Suburban Paradise | Canada Geese, Perfect Circles and Crying Messes

    May 26, 2026·18m
  7. 7

    Suburban Paradise | The Bike Ride, the Abortion and the Swans

    Apr 18, 2026·20m
  8. 8

    Suburban Paradise | All Kinds of Blue

    Hidden gem

    Host Caitlin Prest reads an unaltered typewritten diary entry from October 26, 2025, written during a stay at friend Becky's stone farmhouse in Roseneath, Ontario, as the Toronto Blue Jays played in the World Series.

    Mar 18, 2026·18m·1 clip
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    Suburban Paradise | Suburban Where-a-dise?

    Hidden gem

    Caitlin Prest records a solo episode of Suburban Paradise from her parents' house in the suburbs of Ottawa and a friend's stone farmhouse in Roseneath, Ontario.

    Feb 18, 2026·16m·1 clip
  10. 10

    Welcome to Suburban Paradise

    The narrator describes her prolonged and hesitant move from Toronto to Montreal, getting stuck at her parents' house in Ottawa for months due to inertia.

    Jan 15, 2026·15m
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    NO: Questions + More Questions

    Power feels awful here.

    Oct 8, 2025·42m·3 clips
  12. 12

    NO: Answers + Updates

    Hidden gem

    A friendship does not snap back into place.

    Sep 5, 2025·54m·3 clips
  13. 13

    NO: Inheritance + Reality Check

    A friend forgets how to be a friend.

    Aug 13, 2025·41m·2 clips
  14. 14

    NO: Advance + Advance

    The host reflects on a traumatic personal experience from 2024 while recording in her garage studio in 2025, exploring themes of girlhood and emotional healing.

    Jul 26, 2025·29m
  15. 15

    NO: Again? Again.

    A personal narrative about a second date where the speaker reflects on attraction, honesty, and a connection formed through discussions of art, music, and social issues.

    Jul 11, 2025·8m
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    EPILOGUE | Letter to Gaza

    This episode promotes a new album by Rishikesh Hirwe and then introduces a segment called 'The Gaza Monologues Revisited', a personal letter to Gaza.

    Oct 19, 2024·11m
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    AHMA-NOLOGUE | An Anniversary + A Birthday

    Hidden gem

    A coffee ritual holds the ache.

    Oct 15, 2024·1h 4m·4 clips
  18. 18

    MONOLOGUE#10 | Whatever You Build + Empty Cans

    Hidden gem

    Money vanishes, and the mask drops.

    Sep 23, 2024·1h 3m·4 clips
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    MONOLOGUE #19 | If the Sea Could Talk

    This episode features artist Aaliyah Pabani's binaural audio piece recording a bank appointment in Toronto, created in response to a request to engage with the Gaza Monologues.

    Sep 14, 2024·32m
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    IN THIS MONOLOGUE | A Point in the Sea + Gaza’s Dreams

    Hidden gem

    A point in the sea becomes unbearable.

    Sep 3, 2024·1h 13m·5 clips
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    MONOLOGUE#22 | A Cup of Tea + The Horse of Jenin

    Hidden gem

    A horse watches Jenin.

    Aug 23, 2024·46m·3 clips
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    MONOLOGUE#1 | Electricity Complexes + Keys Around Their Necks

    Hidden gem

    February 14th starts with a march.

    Aug 15, 2024·34m·2 clips
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    TRAILER: Great Love | GAZA MONOLOGUES Revisited

    Palestinians share personal stories and perspectives on the ongoing conflict, trauma, and displacement.

    Jul 25, 2024·7m
  24. 24

    PROLOGUE | The Best Valentine's Day I Ever Had

    Hidden gem

    A belated birthday message starts it.

    Jul 19, 2024·34m·3 clips
  25. 25

    Ode to Sound

    The host promotes a new album by a fellow podcaster before introducing the episode's theme of personal stories about love and relationships.

    Apr 3, 2024·18m
  26. 26

    The Shadows : End

    The host introduces a new album by a fellow podcaster and then transitions into the final episode of a series about personal relationships.

    Feb 5, 2024·1h 11m
  27. 27

    The Shadows: An Argument That Should Be Simple

    Hidden gem

    Names keep multiplying around Charlie.

    Jan 9, 2024·35m·2 clips
  28. 28

    The Shadows: Decision

    The host promotes a new album by Rishikesh Hirwe and introduces the show's focus on creating a radio play about human connections.

    Dec 22, 2023·45m
  29. 29

    The Shadows: Sweater

    A promotional segment for a musician's album and tour, followed by a poetic reflection on a pile of clothing and the memories attached to them.

    Nov 28, 2023·42m
  30. 30

    The Shadows: Realist

    Nov 14, 2023·43m
  31. 31

    Processing Palestine

    Nov 5, 2023·48m
  32. 32

    The Shadows: Romantic

    Oct 17, 2023·1h
  33. 33

    Don't Make Movies In Your Head

    Oct 11, 2023·33m
  34. 34

    DAD: Take the Bull by the Horns

    Jul 18, 2023·54m
  35. 35

    DAD: What Goes Around Comes Around

    Jul 4, 2023·1h 11m
  36. 36

    DAD: It Takes Two to Tango

    Jun 27, 2023·35m
  37. 37

    DAD: Forgive and Forget

    Jun 18, 2023·54m
  38. 38

    SISTERS: Debreif-isode

    Jun 12, 2023·30m
  39. 39

    SISTERS: But Beautiful

    Mar 14, 2023·31m
  40. 40

    SISTERS: What's Wrong-isode

    Mar 7, 2023·45m
  41. 41

    SISTERS: Work-isode

    Feb 28, 2023·50m
  42. 42

    SISTERS: Jem-isode

    Feb 21, 2023·43m
  43. 43

    SISTERS: Chapter One-isode

    Feb 14, 2023·44m
  44. 44

    SISTERS: A Preview

    Feb 1, 2023·4m
  45. 45

    Welcome to The Heart

    Feb 23, 2022·15m
  46. 46

    Sandy Claus

    Dec 24, 2021·19m
  47. 47

    Axel: A Sound Poem

    Jun 12, 2021·18m
  48. 48

    Axel: How to Remember

    Jun 10, 2021·17m
  49. 49

    Axel: Paradise

    Jun 3, 2021·22m
  50. 50

    Hurricane Boyfriend

    Dec 30, 2020·20m
  51. 51

    Appearances

    Sep 30, 2020·42m
  52. 52

    Race Traitor: what makes a mom a white mom?

    Jun 3, 2020·38m
  53. 53

    Race Traitor: can we be friends?

    The host promotes a new album by Rishikesh Hirwe and then introduces a mini-season episode exploring themes of race and friendship through personal narrative.

    May 20, 2020·32m
  54. 54

    Race Traitor: who taught you to be white?

    The host introduces a new series called 'Race Traitor' after promoting a fellow podcaster's album.

    May 6, 2020·30m
  55. 55

    Asking For It

    The host promotes a new album by a fellow podcaster, then introduces a special fiction series about a love story.

    Mar 25, 2020·27m
  56. 56

    Divesting From People Pleasing: Memory

    The host promotes a new album by a fellow podcaster, then introduces an episode about a person finding a way to externalize shame as part of a series on divesting from people-pleasing.

    Feb 26, 2020·30m
  57. 57

    Divesting From People Pleasing: Power

    This episode explores the psychology and somatic experience of people-pleasing, particularly in Black women.

    Feb 12, 2020·38m
  58. 58

    Divesting From People Pleasing: Threat

    The episode begins with a promo for Song Exploder's album, then introduces a show about self-hatred and internalized marginalization.

    Jan 29, 2020·30m
  59. 59

    Lesbian Separatism Is Inevitable

    The host promotes a new album by Rishikesh Hirwe and introduces the return of the show with new producers.

    Jan 15, 2020·27m
  60. 60

    Mermaid Palace

    Oct 29, 2019·15m
  61. 61

    The Shadows

    The host introduces a new project called 'Shadows' after a year-long hiatus, teasing the first episode about romance.

    Sep 22, 2018·22m
  62. 62

    Dream

    The host promotes a new album by Rishikesh Hirwe and introduces an episode that asks listeners to engage differently.

    Dec 20, 2017·29m
  63. 63

    An Announcement

    Dec 8, 2017·15m
  64. 64

    Man Choubam (I Am Good)

    The host promotes a new album by a fellow podcaster and then introduces an episode about her best friend Sharon, a screenwriter and artist.

    Dec 6, 2017·46m
  65. 65

    God + The Gays

    Host Kaitlin Prest promotes a new album by Song Exploder's Rishikesh Hirwe and introduces a team member, Phoebe Wang, who transformed the show's social media.

    Nov 22, 2017·38m
  66. 66

    Signature Research

    Nov 7, 2017·11m
  67. 67

    Darqness

    Host Kaitlin Prest introduces a story about finding community and freedom through music and dance.

    Oct 24, 2017·26m
  68. 68

    A Woman on the Road is Alone

    Oct 11, 2017·23m
  69. 69

    Bodies: Goddess

    Host Kaitlin Prest introduces a mini-season about resistance, starting with a promo for a fellow Radiotopia host's album.

    Sep 19, 2017·23m
  70. 70

    Bodies: Itch

    Sep 5, 2017·20m
  71. 71

    Bodies: Meat

    Aug 22, 2017·44m
  72. 72

    Bodies: It’s not me it’s you

    Aug 9, 2017·26m
  73. 73

    People Who Need People

    Jul 10, 2017·26m
  74. 74

    Doing Time

    Jun 21, 2017·15m
  75. 75

    No: Questions

    Jun 14, 2017·35m
  76. 76

    No: Answers

    Jun 7, 2017·43m
  77. 77

    No: Inheritance

    May 23, 2017·36m
  78. 78

    No: Advance

    May 10, 2017·19m
  79. 79

    Trailer: No

    Apr 28, 2017·4m
  80. 80

    First Comes Marriage

    Apr 4, 2017·24m
  81. 81

    Pansy: Local Honey

    Feb 20, 2017·18m
  82. 82

    Pansy: The Beloved

    Feb 7, 2017·21m
  83. 83

    Pansy: Ultraslut

    Jan 25, 2017·24m
  84. 84

    Pansy: Twirl

    Jan 11, 2017·23m
  85. 85

    Mariya – Extended Cut

    Nov 23, 2016·45m
  86. 86

    Love, Harry

    Nov 8, 2016·21m
  87. 87

    For Helen

    Oct 18, 2016·12m
  88. 88

    Diaries: My Everything, My Bear

    Oct 4, 2016·26m
  89. 89

    Diaries: No Way Out

    Sep 8, 2016·24m
  90. 90

    Diaries: The Big House

    Aug 16, 2016·21m
  91. 91

    Diaries: BFF

    Aug 2, 2016·28m
  92. 92

    The Understudy

    Jul 19, 2016·12m
  93. 93

    Mr. Fix-it

    Jul 5, 2016·10m
  94. 94

    Silent Evidence: Salt in the Wound

    Jun 9, 2016·28m
  95. 95

    Silent Evidence: Hands on the Wheel

    Jun 2, 2016·49m
  96. 96

    Silent Evidence: Ten Foot Pole

    May 26, 2016·29m
  97. 97

    Silent Evidence: Not the Right Time

    May 19, 2016·27m
  98. 98

    Mariya

    May 4, 2016·39m
  99. 99

    Ghost: You

    Apr 6, 2016·13m
  100. 100

    Ghost: Violet

    Mar 22, 2016·15m
  101. 101

    Ghost: Emily

    Mar 8, 2016·17m
  102. 102

    Ghost: Alex

    Feb 23, 2016·19m
  103. 103

    Ghost: Bobby

    Feb 10, 2016·12m
  104. 104

    Samara + Kelsey

    Jan 13, 2016·22m
  105. 105

    Mr. Claus + Mrs. Claus

    Dec 22, 2015·7m
  106. 106

    Idiot + Dummy

    Dec 9, 2015·21m
  107. 107

    Desiray + Aaron

    Nov 17, 2015·33m
  108. 108

    The Magic Wand

    Sep 22, 2015·8m
  109. 109

    The Beach

    Aug 19, 2015·15m
  110. 110

    The P-Spot

    Aug 4, 2015·8m
  111. 111

    The Intimacies

    Jul 21, 2015·13m
  112. 112

    The Real Squishy

    Jul 7, 2015·6m
  113. 113

    Riis Park

    Jun 30, 2015·14m
  114. 114

    Gina Gold

    Jun 17, 2015·26m
  115. 115

    The Lost Pardner

    May 20, 2015·9m
  116. 116

    How to Become a Princess

    May 5, 2015·25m
  117. 117

    Dual Control Model

    Apr 21, 2015·9m
  118. 118

    The Subway

    Mar 17, 2015·11m
  119. 119

    The Hurricane

    Mar 3, 2015·18m
  120. 120

    Lili

    Feb 17, 2015·10m
  121. 121

    Beauty Is Pain

    Feb 3, 2015·28m
  122. 122

    And 27 Other Firsts

    Jan 20, 2015·6m
  123. 123

    First

    Jan 6, 2015·17m
  124. 124

    Welcome to the Heart

    Dec 1, 2014·9m
  125. 125

    Mouthwash

    Sep 16, 2014·14m
  126. 126

    Last

    Aug 20, 2014·17m
  127. 127

    Movies In Your Head

    Jun 23, 2014·25m
  128. 128

    My Natural Pocket

    Jun 8, 2014·8m
  129. 129

    Coming Of Age

    May 12, 2014·40m
  130. 130

    Love Letters

    Apr 2, 2014·36m
  131. 131

    To Nora

    Mar 9, 2014·7m
  132. 132

    F*ck Love

    Feb 23, 2014·50m
  133. 133

    A Valentine

    Feb 13, 2014·6m
  134. 134

    Lovemaps

    Nov 5, 2013·36m
  135. 135

    Afternoon Delight

    Jul 26, 2013·10m
  136. 136

    Getting By

    Jul 8, 2013·40m
  137. 137

    Yellow Jumpsuit

    Jun 25, 2013·9m
  138. 138

    Happens to the Best of Us

    Jun 11, 2013·30m
  139. 139

    Movie Night

    May 20, 2013·12m
  140. 140

    Pregnant

    May 8, 2013·33m
  141. 141

    The Wrath of the Potluck

    Mar 25, 2013·12m
  142. 142

    Poo

    Mar 3, 2013·31m
  143. 143

    Mozart

    Feb 28, 2013·6m
  144. 144

    The Sensorium

    Feb 5, 2013·26m