Absideon Achievement

Michael Russin

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Faith, discipline, and pressure without polish.

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Absideon Achievement follows Michael Russin through workouts, drives, family routines, business decisions, and anxious spiritual reflection. The show turns everyday moments into urgent arguments about discipline, Christ, fear, temptation, and staying alert in a world he sees as unstable.

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About Absideon Achievement

Absideon Achievement is a high-pressure personal monologue about discipline, faith, family, and survival in a world Michael Russin believes is morally and spiritually unstable. It rarely sits still. Episodes move from the gym to Walmart, from a wooded running path to a Pittsburgh traffic warning, from a family morning to a meditation on Christ, fear, and the shadow self. The ordinary detail is the fuse. A sore leg becomes a case for running anyway. A beautiful sunset and a fishing trip open into talk about manifestation, prayer, energy, and whether spiritual language has been misunderstood. A downward glance at his feet becomes a bigger question about how much of life is spent looking at the ground instead of forward. The show is rooted in Christian conviction, but its texture is messier and more combustible than a standard devotional. Russin talks like someone trying to persuade himself while persuading everyone else. He circles a point, repeats it, tests it against his own life, and then turns it into a rule about effort, vigilance, self-control, or obedience to Christ. Fitness is one of the main proving grounds. Workouts, injuries, leg training, diet, cardio, and body image all become evidence in a larger argument about doing hard things when the feeling is gone. Business gets the same treatment. A canceled Tennessee trip and a possible major opportunity are not just schedule notes; they become a case study in instinct, timing, growth, and locking in when the stakes rise. Family life is present throughout, sometimes tender and sometimes protective. Russin talks about his wife, children, public schooling, and the fear of what can happen when the wrong people or circumstances activate the worst parts of a person. The spiritual register can become apocalyptic, with references to darkness, corruption, supernatural activity, aliens, wars, disease, AI, and a coming break in the world. That intensity is the show’s defining feature. It is not polished leadership content. It is a rolling field report from someone trying to fuse Christian faith, discipline, business ambition, bodily strain, and moral alarm into one way of living.

Made for: Best suited for listeners drawn to blunt Christian self-improvement, gym-centered discipline talk, and emotionally charged monologues about family, business, anxiety, and moral conviction. It fits people who prefer raw personal testimony over tidy interviews or scripted leadership advice.

What sets it apart: The show stands apart by turning errands, workouts, traffic, injuries, and family routines into urgent spiritual arguments. Its power comes from the unedited swing between confession, sermon, business instinct, physical training, and apocalyptic unease.

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Based on 5 episodes we listened to · September 2026

Michael Rustin turns everyday pressures, recovery, and relentless self-examination into an unusually candid account of Christian formation.

Michael Rustin records Absideon Achievement as a running personal reckoning, moving from family routines and business pressures into Christian faith and the discipline he believes it demands.

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Shadow SelfJul 7, 2026

An earnest, loosely shaped meditation on faith, self-control, and keeping the worst self in check.

Michael Russin turns this into a late-night, faith-heavy talk about manifestation, the shadow self, and the effort to keep darker impulses from taking over.

consciousness expandedApr 18, 2026

A family-morning opening that turns into a blunt Christian exhortation about discipline, corruption, and collapse.

Michael Russin starts on a Saturday with his daughters, a sleeping wife, and a gym run before a hard push at work. The opening feels ordinary on purpose, which makes the turn feel sharper when the talk shifts into spiritual corruption, discipline, and the idea that collapse…

stuff!Apr 12, 2026

A drive turns into a reflective meditation on memory, grief, and what survives people.

Michael Russ folds a gym drive into something heavier: family history, inherited grief, and the objects that stay behind when people are gone.

Don’t Do DrugsApr 11, 2026

A blunt warning about cocaine, damage, and how fast party culture can turn into a trap.

The segment opens with a late Friday gym check in and quickly turns into something harsher: a plain account of cocaine, the damage it caused, and the longer mess it left behind. It lands best when it stops dressing things up.

YearningApr 9, 2026

A late-night monologue about work, restraint, and the feeling of never being done.

Michael Rustin turns a late-night drive home into a plainspoken account of work, family duty, gym time, and the feeling that the day still has not given enough.

Seizing OpportunityMar 18, 2026

A blunt talk on hiring instinct, mindset, and the management strain that can come with top performers.

Obsidian Achievement spends this episode on hiring instinct, mindset, and the odd management problems that come with top performers. Michael Russin sounds like he is thinking aloud as he goes, and that gives the conversation a loose, live feel.

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Episodes

  1. 1

    plan to win

    Oct 4, 2026·23m
  2. 2

    change your mind

    Oct 3, 2026·29m
  3. 3

    current events triple threat

    Oct 2, 2026·49m
  4. 4

    leadership school

    Sep 30, 2026·27m
  5. 5

    inside the system

    Sep 29, 2026·24m
  6. 6

    prayer

    Sep 29, 2026·19m
  7. 7

    the big mo

    Sep 29, 2026·21m
  8. 8

    past disconnect & trevor lawrence

    Sep 28, 2026·17m
  9. 9

    women- the destroyers

    Sep 28, 2026·49m
  10. 10

    oopsies

    Sep 27, 2026·18m
  11. 11

    the entity of despair

    Sep 26, 2026·25m
  12. 12

    handling lust

    Sep 25, 2026·21m
  13. 13

    the human experience

    Sep 25, 2026·30m
  14. 14

    harlots

    Sep 25, 2026·11m
  15. 15

    if gets easier, i promise

    Sep 24, 2026·22m
  16. 16

    wise and unwise choices - clavicular

    Sep 23, 2026·40m
  17. 17

    the race problem

    Sep 23, 2026·23m
  18. 18

    finding the right one

    Sep 22, 2026·30m
  19. 19

    becoming formidable

    Sep 22, 2026·38m
  20. 20

    dad advice pt 1

    Sep 22, 2026·24m
  21. 21

    cop rant

    Sep 21, 2026·12m
  22. 22

    peace and the common enemy

    Sep 21, 2026·25m
  23. 23

    psychoanalysis

    Sep 20, 2026·24m
  24. 24

    im ready

    Sep 20, 2026·19m
  25. 25

    mind discipline

    Sep 19, 2026·16m
  26. 26

    Christ consciousness

    Sep 18, 2026·35m
  27. 27

    the present

    Sep 17, 2026·26m
  28. 28

    Q&A - taking souls, the matrix

    Sep 16, 2026·53m
  29. 29

    the mic cut out. lol.

    Sep 15, 2026·41m
  30. 30

    stillness & gentleness

    Sep 14, 2026·51m
  31. 31

    system of control

    Sep 13, 2026·47m
  32. 32

    egalitarianism

    Sep 12, 2026·30m
  33. 33

    you are a winner

    Sep 11, 2026·10m
  34. 34

    become the character

    Sep 9, 2026·37m
  35. 35

    man advice: drugs & women

    Sep 8, 2026·41m
  36. 36

    self image

    Sep 7, 2026·21m
  37. 37

    the secret

    Sep 7, 2026·27m
  38. 38

    true Christians and traffic

    Sep 7, 2026·1h 5m
  39. 39

    the new party

    Sep 6, 2026·1h 17m
  40. 40

    handling the past

    Sep 5, 2026·30m
  41. 41

    girl dads

    Sep 4, 2026·16m
  42. 42

    loosh harvesting

    Sep 3, 2026·36m
  43. 43

    the bottom strata

    Sep 2, 2026·42m
  44. 44

    the father archetype

    Aug 31, 2026·1h 7m
  45. 45

    the right & the son

    Aug 30, 2026·42m
  46. 46

    high value targer & establishing real patriarchy

    Aug 26, 2026·38m
  47. 47

    trying to be a son & annoyance

    Aug 25, 2026·32m
  48. 48

    True Pain

    Aug 24, 2026·25m
  49. 49

    Orthodoxy, Sigils & Eating Charlie Kirk

    Aug 23, 2026·40m
  50. 50

    Esoteric Trifecta

    Aug 22, 2026·1h 1m
  51. 51

    discernment

    Aug 21, 2026·32m
  52. 52

    The Solution, Clowns, & Fatherhood

    Aug 20, 2026·1h 10m
  53. 53

    rage & failure

    Aug 19, 2026·29m
  54. 54

    attention & energy

    Aug 18, 2026·37m
  55. 55

    pyschos v schizos & surrendering to Chrisf

    Aug 17, 2026·47m
  56. 56

    music

    Aug 16, 2026·24m
  57. 57

    who am i

    Aug 15, 2026·37m
  58. 58

    gratitude

    Aug 14, 2026·27m
  59. 59

    take charge

    Aug 13, 2026·33m
  60. 60

    find the broken hearted & the mission

    Aug 12, 2026·29m
  61. 61

    where are the people?

    Aug 11, 2026·58m
  62. 62

    de-tard yourself

    Aug 10, 2026·1h 3m
  63. 63

    demons & diversity

    Aug 9, 2026·53m
  64. 64

    i failed

    Aug 8, 2026·14m
  65. 65

    demons & the gospel

    Aug 7, 2026·50m
  66. 66

    change your mind & industry plants

    Aug 6, 2026·33m
  67. 67

    feds? & happy ending africans

    Aug 5, 2026·35m
  68. 68

    the system and truth seeking

    Aug 4, 2026·37m
  69. 69

    internal > external

    Aug 3, 2026·28m
  70. 70

    break away

    Aug 2, 2026·34m
  71. 71

    self belief

    Aug 1, 2026·25m
  72. 72

    my struggle

    Jul 31, 2026·1h 1m
  73. 73

    becoming exceptional

    Jul 30, 2026·45m
  74. 74

    growing wisdom

    Jul 29, 2026·50m
  75. 75

    the true nature of the elite

    Jul 27, 2026·59m
  76. 76

    esoterica & warfare

    Jul 24, 2026·51m
  77. 77

    salvation, hip hop & ethnic blending

    Jul 23, 2026·56m
  78. 78

    retardmaxxing

    Jul 22, 2026·30m
  79. 79

    femboys & lust

    Jul 21, 2026·45m
  80. 80

    intention & truth

    Jul 20, 2026·48m
  81. 81

    powerless Christians & hidden knowledge

    Jul 19, 2026·48m
  82. 82

    scaling a business & white patience

    Jul 18, 2026·40m
  83. 83

    starts with you

    Jul 16, 2026·24m
  84. 84

    lessons in leadership

    Jul 15, 2026·41m
  85. 85

    learn the game, reject the system

    Jul 14, 2026·19m
  86. 86

    visualization & ”pacifism”

    Jul 14, 2026·19m
  87. 87

    trauma dump

    Jul 13, 2026·50m
  88. 88

    D1 school! save money and drop your daughter at a brothel

    Jul 12, 2026·1h
  89. 89

    demons, Jesus & words

    Jul 10, 2026·26m
  90. 90

    the subconscious & grandiosity

    Jul 10, 2026·21m
  91. 91

    flourinated retards & the 5th dimension

    Jul 9, 2026·1h 3m
  92. 92

    Shadow Self

    Hidden gem

    Michael Russin opens with a quiet Monday night, a big bass, and a meditation that left him feeling like he saw himself.

    Jul 7, 2026·53m·4 clips
  93. 93

    a town worth dying for

    Jul 6, 2026·51m
  94. 94

    being a good listener

    Jul 3, 2026·16m
  95. 95

    gyroscope

    Jul 2, 2026·41m
  96. 96

    the sign

    Jul 1, 2026·25m
  97. 97

    multi topic sweat walk

    Jun 30, 2026·40m
  98. 98

    the luciferian system

    Jun 29, 2026·38m
  99. 99

    never blackpill, only prepare

    Jun 28, 2026·27m
  100. 100

    hard talk on parenting

    Jun 26, 2026·50m
  101. 101

    your commitment level

    Jun 25, 2026·13m
  102. 102

    transformation

    Jun 24, 2026·27m
  103. 103

    repetition of messages

    Jun 23, 2026·20m
  104. 104

    rewite the system - procrastination

    Jun 22, 2026·10m
  105. 105

    disconnected & connected

    Jun 22, 2026·23m
  106. 106

    coming into view

    Jun 19, 2026·19m
  107. 107

    set apart - autonomy

    Jun 18, 2026·39m
  108. 108

    interdimensional discernment

    Jun 17, 2026·25m
  109. 109

    recreate your future

    Jun 17, 2026·18m
  110. 110

    expect to win

    Jun 16, 2026·15m
  111. 111

    Co Exist - LOL

    Jun 13, 2026·25m
  112. 112

    Bamboo

    Jun 12, 2026·12m
  113. 113

    Never Blackpill, White Man

    Jun 11, 2026·42m
  114. 114

    attack

    Jun 10, 2026·11m
  115. 115

    Collectivize & Change

    Jun 9, 2026·38m
  116. 116

    Transcendence

    Jun 7, 2026·29m
  117. 117

    Suberversiom

    Jun 6, 2026·22m
  118. 118

    Guardian Angels & Drugs

    Jun 4, 2026·25m
  119. 119

    sacrifice of self

    Jun 3, 2026·20m
  120. 120

    more dead white kids

    Jun 3, 2026·19m
  121. 121

    The Upward Trend

    Jun 1, 2026·32m
  122. 122

    forgiveness

    May 30, 2026·9m
  123. 123

    Doing the Hard Things / Accountability

    May 27, 2026·18m
  124. 124

    Are You Real?

    May 27, 2026·22m
  125. 125

    The Glory of Women

    May 26, 2026·17m
  126. 126

    Looks

    May 24, 2026·26m
  127. 127

    Avoid Mass Casualties: Behave

    May 23, 2026·30m
  128. 128

    You Are Not Ready

    May 23, 2026·17m
  129. 129

    The Time is Nigh

    May 22, 2026·29m
  130. 130

    Manhood

    May 21, 2026·18m
  131. 131

    looking back

    May 20, 2026·14m
  132. 132

    Take Care of Yourself

    May 19, 2026·17m
  133. 133

    grow a set

    May 18, 2026·28m
  134. 134

    The Balance

    May 16, 2026·18m
  135. 135

    Execution v Excuses

    May 15, 2026·16m
  136. 136

    Discernment

    May 14, 2026·13m
  137. 137

    Depression & Serendipity

    May 14, 2026·22m
  138. 138

    freight train

    May 12, 2026·38m
  139. 139

    Sifting Criticism

    May 8, 2026·18m
  140. 140

    The Most Important Episode for Parents

    May 7, 2026·42m
  141. 141

    Stay Away From Me

    May 5, 2026·21m
  142. 142

    Be Honest With Yourself

    May 5, 2026·18m
  143. 143

    Reading, Education, Schizo Rant

    May 4, 2026·23m
  144. 144

    Saving Bunnies

    May 3, 2026·1h 19m
  145. 145

    Rant #482

    May 1, 2026·24m
  146. 146

    Don’t Be A Nice Guy

    Apr 29, 2026·37m
  147. 147

    Humility & Arrogance

    Apr 29, 2026·33m
  148. 148

    Struggle Well

    Apr 27, 2026·16m
  149. 149

    Change or Die

    Apr 26, 2026·31m
  150. 150

    Night Owl

    Apr 25, 2026·21m
  151. 151

    A Little Effort Goes a Long Way

    Apr 25, 2026·24m
  152. 152

    Hold Your Peace

    Apr 24, 2026·18m
  153. 153

    Multiply Your Results

    Apr 24, 2026·6m
  154. 154

    Enduring Discomfort

    Apr 23, 2026·12m
  155. 155

    fear of God

    Apr 23, 2026·29m
  156. 156

    Energy Vampires, Apathy & Empty Bread Hands

    Apr 22, 2026·47m
  157. 157

    Nervous System Warfare

    Apr 22, 2026·14m
  158. 158

    Transformers

    Apr 22, 2026·10m
  159. 159

    Man Up

    Apr 21, 2026·12m
  160. 160

    Cultivating Respect in Leadership

    Apr 21, 2026·16m
  161. 161

    24 Hour Breakdown

    Apr 21, 2026·20m
  162. 162

    Being Calculated

    Apr 20, 2026·11m
  163. 163

    Qualify The Called

    Apr 20, 2026·12m
  164. 164

    Chiron

    Apr 20, 2026·22m
  165. 165

    Starry Night Soliloquy

    Apr 20, 2026·15m
  166. 166

    Hell Pt II

    Apr 19, 2026·40m
  167. 167

    Growth

    The host discusses the upcoming NFL draft in Pittsburgh, expressing concerns about traffic, overcrowding, and potential chaos from the influx of hundreds of thousands of people.

    Apr 18, 2026·9m
  168. 168

    consciousness expanded

    Michael Russin opens Absideon Achievement with a Saturday routine that includes his wife Geneva, their daughters Ellie and Maggie, and a plan to push toward $100,000 a month after about two years without a six-figure month.

    Apr 18, 2026·32m·2 clips
  169. 169

    Consciousness

    The host reflects on a personal experience of walking in the woods, using his tendency to look down at his feet as a metaphor for how people unconsciously limit their perspective in life.

    Apr 17, 2026·16m
  170. 170

    Fake It Till Ya Make It

    The host shares his personal experiences with improving energy levels, canceling a leisure trip to focus on a major business opportunity involving a billionaire, and emphasizes trusting instincts during a period of significant growth.

    Apr 17, 2026·22m
  171. 171

    Meet Them Where They’re At: Empathy

    Host Michael Rustin discusses his intense leg workout, bodybuilding techniques, and the importance of diet for muscle growth.

    Apr 16, 2026·21m
  172. 172

    The Attachment

    The host discusses overcoming physical pain and lack of motivation to maintain discipline, using his decision to go for a run despite discomfort as an example, while also criticizing public schools and conformity.

    Apr 16, 2026·12m
  173. 173

    Through The Wilderness

    Host Michael Russ introduces the concept of neoteny, explaining how low stress leads to juvenile traits in domesticated animals.

    Apr 15, 2026·34m
  174. 174

    Study The Game

    The host shares his daily routine of gym workouts and emphasizes the importance of listening to successful people for personal growth.

    Apr 15, 2026·9m
  175. 175

    Self Doubt

    The host shares a personal struggle with anxiety and spiritual warfare, asking listeners for prayers.

    Apr 14, 2026·13m
  176. 176

    Good Faith & Burnout

    The host reflects on deja vu theories and shares his personal journey toward orthodox Christianity, critiquing religious certainty and societal decay.

    Apr 13, 2026·19m
  177. 177

    stuff!

    Hidden gem

    Michael Russ says a small-town New York lake trip now includes a man on a library bench and a stranger shuffling down the street.

    Apr 12, 2026·16m·1 clip
  178. 178

    Don’t Do Drugs

    Hidden gem

    Host Michael Russin records a solo episode while driving home from a Friday night gym session at Planet Fitness in Cranberry Township, Pennsylvania, and delivers a personal, unscripted account of years of substance abuse including chronic alcohol dependence, cocaine, GHB, and Xanax.

    Apr 11, 2026·25m·1 clip
  179. 179

    Finding Balance

    Apr 11, 2026·10m
  180. 180

    Hell.

    Apr 10, 2026·18m
  181. 181

    The Books & Topics

    Apr 10, 2026·11m
  182. 182

    Aldi’s Trip

    The host shares updates on his business growth, team building, and personal life, including a chest workout and a grocery find.

    Apr 9, 2026·27m
  183. 183

    Yearning

    Hidden gem

    Michael Rustin records while driving home after a day packed with a two-mile walk, scripture, breakfast with his girls, office work, family time, gym time, and one last Walmart stop.

    Apr 9, 2026·39m·2 clips
  184. 184

    Insecurity in Business

    The host shares his personal struggles with mental health, irritability, and desire to help others, emphasizing self-improvement and emotional resilience.

    Apr 8, 2026·25m
  185. 185

    The Stars

    Apr 8, 2026·18m
  186. 186

    This One’s Gonna Burn

    Host Michael Russell shares his personal struggle with a mental and spiritual attack, asking listeners for prayer and reflecting on his spiritual growth.

    Apr 7, 2026·47m
  187. 187

    Stay on Top + Haterade

    The host discusses his evolving tastes in cigars and food, sharing personal anecdotes about his preferences.

    Apr 6, 2026·41m
  188. 188

    Elf Bars are for Homos

    Apr 6, 2026·7m
  189. 189

    He Is Risen

    Apr 5, 2026·7m
  190. 190

    Barn Burner

    The host rants about the inconvenience of Walmart not accepting Apple Pay, tying it to broader societal frustrations and conspiracy theories.

    Apr 4, 2026·41m
  191. 191

    Be Wary of the Spirits

    Apr 4, 2026·18m
  192. 192

    Leadership 301 - Elite Tactics

    Host Michael Russin shares a casual, late-night monologue about his day, including sitting in a Walmart parking lot doing a scratch-off ticket and reflecting on past luck in Maine.

    Apr 3, 2026·33m
  193. 193

    My Conversation w Peggy & Buddy

    Apr 3, 2026·17m
  194. 194

    God Changes the Heart

    Apr 1, 2026·12m
  195. 195

    True Blessings

    Apr 1, 2026·7m
  196. 196

    Turmoil to Victory - Morning Walk

    The host shares his morning routine of prayer and sun gazing, emphasizing gratitude and connection with God.

    Mar 31, 2026·29m
  197. 197

    Routine

    Mar 30, 2026·10m
  198. 198

    What Is Really Important

    The host shares a personal update about his day, including attending church on Palm Sunday, and reflects on his spiritual routine.

    Mar 30, 2026·41m
  199. 199

    Correct Bad Behavior

    Mar 30, 2026·11m
  200. 200

    Seperation

    Mar 28, 2026·9m
  201. 201

    Real Change & The Big Question

    The host discusses his personal experience with testosterone replacement therapy, including his levels, blood work, and the benefits he feels.

    Mar 28, 2026·37m
  202. 202

    Surety of Salvation

    Mar 28, 2026·9m
  203. 203

    Saturday Ranting

    Host Michael Russin discusses his financial struggles and mindset for rebuilding income after a significant drop.

    Mar 28, 2026·28m
  204. 204

    Approval Rating & Success

    Host Michael Russin shares a personal anecdote about a disappointing thunderstorm and reminisces about a childhood storm, expressing excitement for summer.

    Mar 27, 2026·31m
  205. 205

    Initiative

    Host Michael Russin shares a relaxed, personal reflection on a beautiful spring morning, describing the weather and his mood.

    Mar 26, 2026·34m
  206. 206

    The War is Not Lost

    The host describes watching a crow defend itself from blackbirds with a barrel roll maneuver while walking in an affluent Pittsburgh suburb.

    Mar 25, 2026·27m
  207. 207

    20 Minutes of Tears

    The host shares a personal morning reflection on feeling God's presence, gratitude, and the importance of praising God in both good times and trials.

    Mar 24, 2026·25m
  208. 208

    Real Men?

    Michael Rustin shares a personal story about his family's experience with illness, including his dad and daughter, and apologizes for missing a day of podcasting.

    Mar 23, 2026·43m
  209. 209

    Mastering Your Craft, Identity & Lawns

    The host shares a personal running experience in Pittsburgh, using it as a metaphor for how challenging practice leads to better performance in life.

    Mar 21, 2026·40m
  210. 210

    Commune Fever

    The host rants about encountering Indian people at Planet Fitness, making offensive and racist remarks about their behavior, smell, and perceived scams.

    Mar 21, 2026·22m
  211. 211

    Negotiation

    Mar 20, 2026·8m
  212. 212

    Tren: The Beserker Armor

    Mar 19, 2026·16m
  213. 213

    Seizing Opportunity

    Hidden gem

    Michael Russin frames Absideon Achievement’s “Seizing Opportunity” around a new business partnership, saying a young recruit from Planet Fitness is about to call with 10 friends and that the team could “double the size” overnight.

    Mar 18, 2026·23m·1 clip
  214. 214

    Leadership Talk & Snow Driving

    The host shares his experience driving in heavy snow conditions while reflecting on vehicle performance and winter challenges.

    Mar 17, 2026·28m
  215. 215

    People Skills

    This episode focuses on developing essential people skills and leadership qualities for professional and personal success.

    Mar 17, 2026·26m
  216. 216

    ego & illness

    Mar 16, 2026·19m
  217. 217

    5 Levelz

    Mar 16, 2026·20m
  218. 218

    Evening Drive

    Mar 15, 2026·29m
  219. 219

    Sunday Scaries

    Mar 15, 2026·32m
  220. 220

    The godhand and demons LOL

    Mar 15, 2026·21m
  221. 221

    BE GOOD

    Mar 13, 2026·12m
  222. 222

    Beserk

    Mar 13, 2026·15m
  223. 223

    intensity & culture

    Mar 13, 2026·35m
  224. 224

    expect good

    Mar 12, 2026·6m
  225. 225

    The Magic Word

    Mar 12, 2026·31m
  226. 226

    COVID KVETCH

    Mar 12, 2026·25m
  227. 227

    women, lol!

    Mar 12, 2026·27m
  228. 228

    Pride

    Mar 10, 2026·16m
  229. 229

    The Inner Children

    Mar 10, 2026·25m
  230. 230

    Young Men

    Mar 10, 2026·11m
  231. 231

    surrender

    Mar 9, 2026·24m
  232. 232

    Copenhagen, Trap Houses and Parenting

    Mar 9, 2026·28m
  233. 233

    Go Forth and Conquer

    Mar 8, 2026·26m
  234. 234

    Common Sense and Tornados

    Mar 7, 2026·25m
  235. 235

    Please Listen if Youre In a Rut

    Mar 7, 2026·23m
  236. 236

    Alcohol

    Mar 6, 2026·26m
  237. 237

    Watch Your Mind

    Mar 5, 2026·21m
  238. 238

    Competition

    Mar 5, 2026·9m
  239. 239

    Make No Peace With Evil

    Mar 5, 2026·25m
  240. 240

    Small Town Demons

    Mar 4, 2026·25m
  241. 241

    CUT THIS OUT

    Mar 2, 2026·17m
  242. 242

    Handling Stress: Eternal Perspective

    Mar 2, 2026·37m
  243. 243

    Lets Go To Wal Mart

    Mar 1, 2026·20m
  244. 244

    Ouchie

    Mar 1, 2026·9m
  245. 245

    Contracts and Warfare

    Feb 28, 2026·26m
  246. 246

    Fatherhood & Pregnancy

    Feb 27, 2026·31m
  247. 247

    Grab The Rope

    Feb 26, 2026·38m
  248. 248

    Quick Hitter

    Feb 26, 2026·9m
  249. 249

    Three Tips For Men

    Feb 25, 2026·40m
  250. 250

    Controlling Your Mind

    Feb 24, 2026·34m
  251. 251

    Advice on Women

    Feb 23, 2026·39m
  252. 252

    A New Heart

    Feb 22, 2026·21m
  253. 253

    mistakes in business pt 1

    Feb 22, 2026·28m
  254. 254

    Manliness In Modernity

    Feb 21, 2026·47m
  255. 255

    Part 2 - Many Topics

    Feb 20, 2026·28m
  256. 256

    Fake Salvation pt 1 (cut off by call)

    Feb 19, 2026·15m
  257. 257

    I Will Not Be Replaced

    Feb 18, 2026·35m
  258. 258

    Hem of the Garmet

    Feb 18, 2026·22m
  259. 259

    Winning Influence - Being a Relationship Builder

    Feb 17, 2026·26m
  260. 260

    Hell Week (Year lol)

    Feb 16, 2026·29m
  261. 261

    Its lonely at the top and bottom

    Jan 16, 2026·16m
  262. 262

    Transcend

    Jan 14, 2026·19m
  263. 263

    purpose

    Jan 11, 2026·17m
  264. 264

    Realignment Must Occur

    Jan 10, 2026·19m
  265. 265

    Political Craziness

    Dec 28, 2025·25m
  266. 266

    What Is Required For Survival

    Dec 28, 2025·20m
  267. 267

    Imagine This

    Dec 26, 2025·41m
  268. 268

    The Statue of David

    Dec 23, 2025·25m
  269. 269

    life is a cold wee wee

    Dec 17, 2025·27m
  270. 270

    Pain Returns

    Dec 3, 2025·22m
  271. 271

    Our Second Walk

    Nov 20, 2025·6m
  272. 272

    Our First Walk

    Nov 20, 2025·29m
  273. 273

    SPECIAL GUEST: THE HONEY BADGER

    Nov 14, 2025·47m
  274. 274

    Learn or Lose

    Nov 11, 2025·15m
  275. 275

    Critical Advice

    Nov 9, 2025·18m
  276. 276

    UPDATE 2

    Nov 8, 2025·15m
  277. 277

    LIFE UPDATE

    Nov 7, 2025·18m
  278. 278

    UPDATE

    Oct 30, 2025·6m
  279. 279

    change necessitates

    Oct 22, 2025·25m
  280. 280

    Monday Tummy Blues

    Oct 20, 2025·16m
  281. 281

    Recalibrate

    Oct 19, 2025·19m
  282. 282

    Republicans Are Soft

    Oct 15, 2025·22m
  283. 283

    Villian Arc?

    Oct 14, 2025·25m
  284. 284

    Ch Ch Ch Ch Changes

    Oct 13, 2025·20m
  285. 285

    Update

    Oct 10, 2025·10m
  286. 286

    When You Learn

    Oct 9, 2025·24m
  287. 287

    Stay Ready

    Oct 6, 2025·21m
  288. 288

    Lessons Learned

    Sep 30, 2025·11m
  289. 289

    Mental Toughness

    Sep 29, 2025·11m
  290. 290

    Give Me Direction

    Sep 26, 2025·18m
  291. 291

    Spilling Gutz

    Sep 19, 2025·28m
  292. 292

    Thirsty Thursday

    Sep 18, 2025·10m
  293. 293

    A Thank You + Discomfort

    Sep 15, 2025·7m
  294. 294

    Get Whacky

    Sep 14, 2025·20m
  295. 295

    Prepare Your Heart & Mind for Brutality

    Sep 13, 2025·15m
  296. 296

    Mass Vibrational Frequency

    Sep 12, 2025·20m
  297. 297

    A Response to Kirk (RIP)

    Sep 11, 2025·23m
  298. 298

    Have Courage

    Sep 11, 2025·18m
  299. 299

    Iryna

    Sep 10, 2025·33m
  300. 300

    Is There a Cure?

    Sep 9, 2025·22m
  301. 301

    Put on Pressure

    Sep 8, 2025·26m
  302. 302

    Diversity: More Dangerous Than War

    Sep 8, 2025·27m
  303. 303

    Beating Anxiety & Outsiders

    Sep 4, 2025·18m
  304. 304

    Fender Bender?

    Sep 3, 2025·14m
  305. 305

    1% of 1% of 1%

    Sep 1, 2025·26m
  306. 306

    You’re Gonna Miss This (No I Won’t)

    Aug 30, 2025·18m
  307. 307

    THE STRUGGLE IS WORTH IT

    Aug 28, 2025·11m
  308. 308

    Back in Gear

    Aug 27, 2025·10m
  309. 309

    Message to White Men

    Aug 26, 2025·22m
  310. 310

    Approaching the Wall

    Aug 25, 2025·17m
  311. 311

    Aug 20, 2025 07:29

    Aug 20, 2025·19m
  312. 312

    Working Through The Times

    Aug 19, 2025·19m
  313. 313

    Lessons Learned?

    Aug 16, 2025·29m
  314. 314

    The Inner Garden

    Aug 11, 2025·27m
  315. 315

    HIGH T MAN TALK (Pen15)

    Aug 10, 2025·14m
  316. 316

    Fortify

    Aug 8, 2025·19m
  317. 317

    Just Don’t Quit

    Aug 7, 2025·26m
  318. 318

    We Are Back

    Aug 5, 2025·24m
  319. 319

    Sunday Sermon

    Jul 27, 2025·25m
  320. 320

    Takesies Backsies

    Jul 22, 2025·21m
  321. 321

    Thankful Maine Morning

    Jul 18, 2025·17m
  322. 322

    LaShonda

    Jul 17, 2025·15m
  323. 323

    Dogs and Diversity

    Jul 16, 2025·18m
  324. 324

    Bad Luck Birds

    Jul 15, 2025·19m
  325. 325

    What’s My Purpose?

    Jul 13, 2025·28m
  326. 326

    Easy Like Sunday Morning

    Jul 13, 2025·20m
  327. 327

    What Do We Do?

    Jul 12, 2025·17m
  328. 328

    Measure of a Man

    Jul 11, 2025·14m
  329. 329

    Diagnosing the Anxiety

    Jul 10, 2025·19m
  330. 330

    True Manhood

    Jul 9, 2025·14m
  331. 331

    The Path

    Jul 8, 2025·12m
  332. 332

    Sales Leadership

    Jul 3, 2025·10m
  333. 333

    Rosa Parks on the Struggle Bus

    Jul 2, 2025·20m
  334. 334

    Fear & Salvation

    Jun 29, 2025·17m
  335. 335

    Suffer Now

    Jun 25, 2025·20m
  336. 336

    Life Update

    Jun 24, 2025·14m
  337. 337

    God’s Love

    Jun 17, 2025·18m
  338. 338

    R G A

    Jun 13, 2025·14m
  339. 339

    I Am Difficult

    Jun 10, 2025·19m
  340. 340

    Capitalize the Burst

    Jun 7, 2025·15m
  341. 341

    Slop.

    Jun 5, 2025·21m
  342. 342

    5 Year Lessons Continued

    Jun 4, 2025·16m
  343. 343

    5 Year Lessons

    May 31, 2025·23m
  344. 344

    Leadership Lessons

    May 31, 2025·17m
  345. 345

    RIP Cheese 🖤

    May 28, 2025·20m
  346. 346

    Good Problems

    May 26, 2025·11m
  347. 347

    S C A R T

    May 21, 2025·16m
  348. 348

    GUEST SPEAKER: ANTI FRAGILE ARTHUR

    May 20, 2025·51m
  349. 349

    Be Realistic W/People

    May 18, 2025·7m
  350. 350

    Guy Fieri’s Uncle

    May 15, 2025·14m
  351. 351

    Guy Fieri’s Dad

    May 15, 2025·21m
  352. 352

    Hump Day Shenanigans

    May 14, 2025·19m
  353. 353

    Abstinence

    May 13, 2025·13m
  354. 354

    Lessons In Leadership

    May 12, 2025·20m
  355. 355

    Four Hard Lessons

    May 10, 2025·16m
  356. 356

    Be Encouraging

    May 8, 2025·7m
  357. 357

    No Enemy Within

    May 7, 2025·16m
  358. 358

    Morning Emergency & LIttle Decisions

    May 6, 2025·20m
  359. 359

    Compound Dreams

    May 6, 2025·17m
  360. 360

    Moving Forward

    May 2, 2025·12m
  361. 361

    Freaky Friday Rant

    May 2, 2025·21m
  362. 362

    Gratitude & New Opportunity

    Apr 30, 2025·16m
  363. 363

    Recapture the Belief

    Apr 30, 2025·10m
  364. 364

    A Man I Want To Be

    Apr 26, 2025·27m
  365. 365

    Accumulating Mistakes

    Apr 25, 2025·25m
  366. 366

    Lady Luck

    Apr 22, 2025·26m
  367. 367

    Detach The Diagnosis

    Apr 17, 2025·15m
  368. 368

    Tostada Tuesdays

    Apr 15, 2025·17m
  369. 369

    Champions: Perseverence & Mentality

    Apr 14, 2025·20m
  370. 370

    Specific Knowledge

    Apr 12, 2025·16m
  371. 371

    Neutrality

    Apr 10, 2025·10m
  372. 372

    Creating Wins

    Apr 8, 2025·20m
  373. 373

    Welfare State

    Apr 7, 2025·23m
  374. 374

    INTENSITY

    Apr 3, 2025·11m
  375. 375

    Tell Me I’m a Good Boy

    Apr 2, 2025·20m
  376. 376

    Calm In The Inbetween

    Mar 31, 2025·8m
  377. 377

    4 Types To Avoid

    Mar 28, 2025·6m
  378. 378

    Sprints & Creeps

    Mar 27, 2025·25m
  379. 379

    Choosing Business Partners

    Mar 26, 2025·24m
  380. 380

    Get Up and Go

    Mar 25, 2025·19m
  381. 381

    Dealing With Doctors

    Mar 23, 2025·24m
  382. 382

    Police State

    Mar 20, 2025·24m
  383. 383

    Hairy, Scary Therapy

    Mar 19, 2025·35m
  384. 384

    Don’t Be Used

    Mar 19, 2025·29m
  385. 385

    Human Biodiversity

    Mar 18, 2025·14m
  386. 386

    Becoming Mutlidimensional

    Mar 16, 2025·10m
  387. 387

    Wins & Losses

    Mar 13, 2025·19m
  388. 388

    Darkening of the World

    Mar 12, 2025·19m
  389. 389

    Practicing Empathy

    Mar 11, 2025·11m
  390. 390

    Beauty Destroys Evil

    Mar 11, 2025·23m
  391. 391

    Your Most Powerful Defensive Tool

    Mar 8, 2025·9m
  392. 392

    Bandwith

    Mar 6, 2025·19m
  393. 393

    Had To End Early - But Here U Go

    Mar 5, 2025·6m
  394. 394

    To Leave A Legacy

    Mar 5, 2025·13m
  395. 395

    One Shot, Bucko

    Mar 4, 2025·22m
  396. 396

    Untethered

    Mar 3, 2025·16m
  397. 397

    Crazy Morning RIP Nutty

    Mar 2, 2025·17m
  398. 398

    Think of the Consequences

    Mar 2, 2025·15m
  399. 399

    Riskit for the Biscuit

    Mar 1, 2025·18m
  400. 400

    Theyre Not Mean, They’re Just Stupid!

    Feb 27, 2025·18m
  401. 401

    Filling the Void

    Feb 27, 2025·18m
  402. 402

    The Gender Gap

    Feb 26, 2025·16m
  403. 403

    Maine School Crisis

    Feb 25, 2025·18m
  404. 404

    Law of the Lid

    Feb 21, 2025·11m
  405. 405

    Baby Girl Russin 3

    Feb 20, 2025·7m
  406. 406

    Dead Markers & Broken Toys

    Feb 17, 2025·19m
  407. 407

    Inside The Liberal Mind

    Feb 16, 2025·22m
  408. 408

    Insulate The Mind

    Feb 15, 2025·15m
  409. 409

    Prayers Please

    Feb 14, 2025·13m
  410. 410

    When To Let Go

    Feb 12, 2025·13m
  411. 411

    To Hire or Not to Hire?

    Feb 12, 2025·19m
  412. 412

    Seasom

    Feb 11, 2025·23m
  413. 413

    Testosterone and Trauma

    Feb 8, 2025·22m
  414. 414

    SEE THE LIGHT BRING THE FIIIIREEE

    Feb 8, 2025·21m
  415. 415

    The Bioweapons

    Feb 6, 2025·24m
  416. 416

    Reminiscing Pt 1

    Feb 5, 2025·18m
  417. 417

    Reminiscing Pt II

    Feb 5, 2025·11m
  418. 418

    No More Feelings

    Feb 3, 2025·5m
  419. 419

    2 Classes of People

    Feb 2, 2025·20m
  420. 420

    Presence / Progress

    Feb 2, 2025·18m
  421. 421

    We Need Men

    Jan 31, 2025·29m
  422. 422

    My Sternum!

    Jan 30, 2025·18m
  423. 423

    Harpies

    Jan 30, 2025·18m
  424. 424

    Power & Carrying Burdens

    Jan 29, 2025·10m
  425. 425

    Making of a Man

    Jan 29, 2025·26m
  426. 426

    Kids! - MGMT

    Jan 28, 2025·17m
  427. 427

    Permit and Promote

    Jan 27, 2025·22m
  428. 428

    Foresight

    Jan 26, 2025·25m
  429. 429

    Fake Problems

    Jan 25, 2025·25m
  430. 430

    Paralysis

    Jan 24, 2025·19m
  431. 431

    Paralysis

    Jan 24, 2025·19m
  432. 432

    Silly People!

    Jan 21, 2025·21m
  433. 433

    Overgrown Babies

    Jan 17, 2025·22m
  434. 434

    Overwhelmed

    Jan 17, 2025·12m
  435. 435

    thursday ^ 2

    Jan 16, 2025·19m
  436. 436

    Testosterone & Providence

    Jan 16, 2025·16m
  437. 437

    What The Church Needs

    Jan 15, 2025·27m
  438. 438

    Come Off It!

    Jan 13, 2025·23m
  439. 439

    OnlyHams

    Jan 12, 2025·23m
  440. 440

    Cake Recipe

    Jan 12, 2025·8m
  441. 441

    Resurgence Required

    Jan 11, 2025·19m
  442. 442

    Level Up Lessons

    Jan 11, 2025·24m
  443. 443

    DEI = DIE 🔥

    Jan 10, 2025·23m
  444. 444

    Mismanagement

    Jan 7, 2025·10m
  445. 445

    The ROLES

    Jan 7, 2025·18m
  446. 446

    Occupied

    Jan 6, 2025·23m
  447. 447

    Increase Your Awareness, Whitey

    Jan 4, 2025·22m
  448. 448

    No More Influencers

    Jan 3, 2025·14m
  449. 449

    Direct Energy Weapon

    Jan 3, 2025·31m
  450. 450

    Preparation

    Jan 2, 2025·20m
  451. 451

    Too High!

    Jan 1, 2025·17m
  452. 452

    To Be A Man

    Dec 31, 2024·17m
  453. 453

    assimilate

    Dec 31, 2024·18m
  454. 454

    W A R

    Dec 30, 2024·20m
  455. 455

    Leave a Legacy

    Dec 30, 2024·18m
  456. 456

    Pain 🖤

    Dec 29, 2024·12m
  457. 457

    Smile :)

    Dec 28, 2024·19m
  458. 458

    Free Solo

    Dec 28, 2024·26m
  459. 459

    Elon :(

    Dec 27, 2024·19m
  460. 460

    Strengthen Yourself

    Dec 26, 2024·12m
  461. 461

    Character Development and Wombats

    Dec 24, 2024·25m
  462. 462

    Change

    Dec 21, 2024·21m
  463. 463

    Every Single Timers

    Dec 21, 2024·25m
  464. 464

    Hormones

    Dec 20, 2024·20m
  465. 465

    L O Y A L T Y

    Dec 20, 2024·23m
  466. 466

    Soft Launch

    Dec 19, 2024·15m
  467. 467

    Be Dangerous

    Dec 19, 2024·28m
  468. 468

    Flying & Kindness

    Dec 17, 2024·15m
  469. 469

    Subversion

    Dec 17, 2024·21m
  470. 470

    Glowing

    Dec 16, 2024·30m
  471. 471

    Price to Pay

    Dec 15, 2024·16m
  472. 472

    Orthodoxy? Protestantism?

    Dec 15, 2024·27m
  473. 473

    I Dont Know How We Got Here

    Dec 13, 2024·17m
  474. 474

    DWYSYWD

    Dec 12, 2024·20m
  475. 475

    Tangent + Sacrifice

    Dec 10, 2024·20m
  476. 476

    booo Resolutions

    Dec 9, 2024·14m
  477. 477

    Fatherhood

    Dec 9, 2024·25m
  478. 478

    Snowy Sunday Sermon

    Dec 8, 2024·26m
  479. 479

    Bottom Quintile

    Dec 8, 2024·18m
  480. 480

    Birthday Girl

    Dec 7, 2024·9m
  481. 481

    10% & Lonely Road

    Dec 6, 2024·21m
  482. 482

    Snow White

    Dec 6, 2024·15m
  483. 483

    Come To the Light

    Dec 5, 2024·18m
  484. 484

    HR LADIES

    Dec 2, 2024·12m
  485. 485

    Friendliness, Ego, Humility

    Nov 30, 2024·22m
  486. 486

    Right Now

    Nov 29, 2024·14m
  487. 487

    Turkey Sermon

    Nov 28, 2024·17m
  488. 488

    Black Pill//WHITE PILL

    Nov 27, 2024·19m
  489. 489

    Celebrate

    Nov 25, 2024·11m
  490. 490

    Up & Down

    Nov 24, 2024·14m
  491. 491

    Rainy Schizo Saturday

    Nov 23, 2024·21m
  492. 492

    Under Pressure

    Nov 21, 2024·19m
  493. 493

    Spiritual Battle

    Nov 18, 2024·9m
  494. 494

    Everything’s Bigger In Texas

    Nov 16, 2024·20m
  495. 495

    Real Man

    Nov 12, 2024·13m
  496. 496

    Your Body, My Choice

    Nov 9, 2024·19m
  497. 497

    Honest Conversations

    Nov 8, 2024·12m
  498. 498

    Dreamland

    Nov 8, 2024·16m
  499. 499

    election 2

    Nov 7, 2024·16m
  500. 500

    Election

    Nov 7, 2024·14m