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A tiny rejection, followed all the way down.

The gist

Dead Eyes follows Connor Ratliff’s long-running attempt to understand why Tom Hanks removed him from a small Band of Brothers role. The mystery keeps widening into auditions, old credits, guest stories, and the odd emotional afterlife of being told no.

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About Dead Eyes

Dead Eyes takes one odd, durable memory and keeps turning it in the light. Connor Ratliff was removed from a small role in Band of Brothers, and the story of why leads back, again and again, to Tom Hanks. The show could have been a simple celebrity chase. It becomes something more interesting. Each episode treats the mystery as both a comic premise and a real emotional object, the kind of rejection that gets funnier with time without ever becoming completely harmless. The trail moves through auditions, emails, old television credits, high school productions, interviews, live festival reflections, and stray connections that only seem ridiculous until the show has followed them far enough. A Blacklist role opens into a list of earlier Blacklist rejections. A social media compliment becomes a conversation about praise, anxiety, and vanished internet history. A high school production of South Pacific sends the show into yearbooks, landline calls, and the younger versions of performers. The investigation keeps expanding, but it rarely feels frantic. Dead Eyes gives guests room to talk. Ben Schwartz helps process an email, Aparna Nancherla thinks through the strange pressure of public praise, Judd Apatow reflects on warmth and failure, and others add their own stories of near misses and small professional bruises. The show’s comedy often comes from scale: immense care applied to tiny slights, elaborate research devoted to one sentence, and theatrical suspense built around an answer that may not satisfy anyone. Its tenderness comes from the same place. The listener hears how actors survive long stretches of uncertainty, how they turn rejection into a story, and how hard it can be to stop looking for the exact reason something went wrong. Tom Hanks remains the gravitational center, but the best episodes are not only about reaching him. They are about the paths created by not reaching him yet. Dead Eyes is measured, wry, and unusually humane about disappointment.

Made for: For listeners who like personal storytelling, comedy with restraint, and behind-the-scenes entertainment stories that care more about emotional truth than gossip.

What sets it apart: Dead Eyes turns a single acting setback into a serialized investigation where every detour matters, from old auditions to vanished web links. Its strength is the way it lets show-business minutiae reveal larger questions about luck, memory, and perseverance.

In their own words

Actor/comedian Connor Ratliff (The Chris Gethard Show, UCB, The Marvelous Mrs. Maisel) embarks upon a quest to solve a very stupid mystery that has haunted him for two decades: why Tom Hanks fired him from a small role in the 2001 HBO mini-series, Band Of Brothers.

As heard by us

Based on 6 episodes we listened to · September 2026

Dead Eyes turns a casting wound into funny, meticulous reporting on rejection, memory, and the unstable machinery of an acting career.

Connor Ratliff turns one painful casting rejection connected to Band of Brothers into an investigative narrative about acting, memory, and the strange afterlife of professional disappointment.

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One accusation of 'dead eyes' becomes the career therapy you did not know you needed.

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  • to watch Connor Ratliff turn one bruising rejection into an absurdly thorough investigation
  • candid celebrity conversations about auditions, failure, luck, and staying in the business
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Best episodes of Dead Eyes

Short reviews from the PlayNext desk, based on the episodes we processed.

The Making of Dead Eyes (Live in Belgium)Apr 17, 2023

A candid live keynote that turns an abandoned eyes episode into a lesson in how Dead Eyes was built.

This live keynote from Belgium follows Connor, Mike Comette, and Harry Nelson as they trace how Dead Eyes took shape, how the idea kept changing, and what had to be set aside along the way.

31 - TomMar 10, 2022

A surprising email leads into a sharp, patient look at luck, work, and the grind of staying in the business.

The episode opens with a surprising email from Tom and a talk with Ben Schwartz, then broadens into a blunt look at luck, perseverance, getting fired, and what it takes to stay in the business when breaks do not come.

30 - Buzz & BillisMar 3, 2022

A patient dig through school theater, old photos, and a few tangled clues.

Dead Eyes frames the episode as an archival detective story with a calm, steady pulse. It begins in the present with talk of performance and film acting, then moves back through 1990, 1974, and 1949 while following old photos, yearbook captions, and the slow work of tracking…

29 - The Blacklist ListFeb 17, 2022

A small TV role becomes a sharp, rueful map of rejection.

Dead Eyes turns a small NBC part into something wry and quietly painful. Starting at the end and moving back through six auditions and six rejections gives the episode a clean shape, while the host's deadpan self-mockery keeps it from feeling too neat.

28 - Illumination DayFeb 3, 2022

A cold trail becomes a humane, patient map of showbiz coincidence.

Dead Eyes turns a cold case into a winding search for connections. After the Colin Hanks conversation, the host circles back through the timeline and lands on Tom Hanks' Electric City, a possessive-title clue that opens onto an animated series released in 2012.

22 - You've Got TweetNov 11, 2021

A quiet, funny look at fame, criticism, and the internet's bad memory.

The episode starts with a Tom Hanks social-media moment and then drifts into the strange business of praise, criticism, and the platforms that disappear under both.

19 - Young Tom HanksesFeb 11, 2021

A Hanks-adjacent interview that turns showbiz lore into something surprisingly tender.

Dead Eyes starts with a Tom Hanks fixation, but it mostly uses that as a way into something quieter: memory, luck, and the odd luck of being remembered at the right moment.

17 - Lacking WarmthJan 14, 2021

A quiet showbiz conversation about rejection, ego, and learning to enjoy the wins.

Dead Eyes opens with a late-night thank-you and then settles into the kind of territory the show knows well: showbiz frustration, small wins, and the awkward work of keeping going.

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Episodes

  1. 1

    Introducing: Tiny Dinos

    May 7, 2024·3m
  2. 2

    The Making of Dead Eyes (Live in Belgium)

    A keynote turns into a backstage confession.

    Apr 17, 2023·1h 24m·5 clips
  3. 3

    31 - Tom

    An email arrives.

    Mar 10, 2022·1h 21m·5 clips
  4. 4

    30 - Buzz & Billis

    Episode 30 still finds runway.

    Mar 3, 2022·56m·4 clips
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    29 - The Blacklist List

    Hidden gem

    Okay, the ending comes first.

    Feb 17, 2022·49m·2 clips
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    28 - Illumination Day

    After Colin Hanks, the trail goes quiet.

    Feb 3, 2022·47m·4 clips
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    27 - Colin

    Jan 20, 2022·43m
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    26 - Band of Others

    Jan 6, 2022·46m
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    25 - The True Meaning of Dead Eyes

    Dec 23, 2021·42m
  10. 10

    24 - The Colonel(s)

    Dec 9, 2021·52m
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    23 - Brought To You By Turd Husband™️

    Nov 25, 2021·45m
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    22 - You've Got Tweet

    Aparna Nancherla gets congratulated before she knows why.

    Nov 11, 2021·34m·3 clips
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    21 - Let the Mystery Be

    Oct 28, 2021·41m
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    Dead Eyes Season 3 Trailer

    Oct 20, 2021·3m
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    Leave Us A Message!

    May 20, 2021·2m
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    20 - The Big Zielinski

    Feb 25, 2021·1h
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    19 - Young Tom Hankses

    Hidden gem

    Caught up entirely, almost.

    Feb 11, 2021·47m·3 clips
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    18 - Saturday Tonight Live

    Jan 28, 2021·41m
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    17 - Lacking Warmth

    Judd Apatow is in the room.

    Jan 14, 2021·51m·3 clips
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    16 - Castaways

    A box washes ashore.

    Dec 31, 2020·55m·4 clips
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    15 - Marvel's Agents of C.A.S.T.I.N.G.

    Dec 17, 2020·40m
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    14 - Thinking About Don't Think Twice Again

    Dec 3, 2020·41m
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    13 - Hilary & Robert & Punch & Judy

    Nov 19, 2020·40m
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    12 - Pathetic Man

    Nov 5, 2020·36m
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    11 - Piss Siblings

    Oct 22, 2020·40m
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    Season 2 Prologue (w/ Ira Glass)

    Oct 15, 2020·8m
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    10 - Moose/Nixon

    Jul 9, 2020·47m
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    09 - Neighbors & Pals

    Jun 25, 2020·32m
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    08 - Show-Me State

    Apr 9, 2020·32m
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    07 - GTM

    Mar 12, 2020·33m
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    06 - Ryan Johnson's Star Wars Prequel Rumors

    Mar 5, 2020·45m
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    05 - The Last Remains of the Dodo

    Feb 20, 2020·34m
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    04 - Any Questions?

    Feb 13, 2020·33m
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    03 - The Replacement

    Feb 6, 2020·45m
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    02 - Tristesse

    Jan 30, 2020·40m
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    01 - He's Having Second Thoughts

    Jan 23, 2020·33m
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    Coming Soon: Dead Eyes

    Jan 10, 2020·3m