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“I WATCH MY EX ON ONLYFANS”

October 29, 2025·1 hr 34 min·5 clips
Devin confesses he can't stop buying porn of his ex on OnlyFans after their breakup.
The Therapy Gecko hosts three callers: Pete, a janitor in Utah discussing life cycles and DIY music shows; Devin, a young man in Montreal struggling with post-breakup isolation and an OnlyFans addiction; and James, a psychology student exploring identity and existential questions. The episode blends personal stories with reflective advice on mental health and self-discovery.

As heard by us

A breakup relapse story about access, shame, and the pull of an ex who is still only a click away.

It follows a caller stuck in a breakup loop that feels messy and uncomfortably ordinary: he keeps buying porn from an ex who runs OnlyFans, and the real subject is how hard it can be to let go when access is still open.

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Why you'd press play

For when you need a brutally honest breakup story with no clean exit.

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